
(via white-souled-gypsy)
when life is hard, help me not despair; angels around me, please answer my prayer.
Dont get my wrong, im happy my brother has a girlfriend. they are perfect for each other, but i miss my brother. i miss him so much.. between work, friends and his girlfriend i dont even see him anymore. the other day was the first time he gave me a hug since summer started. it made me realize how much we have drifted already.it makes me sad to think that its only going to be more frequent now that he has graduated highschool. like i said im happy for him i really am but i just wish he knew how much i actually miss him. and to know that hes only going to be here for 1 more year kills me inside. todays his birthday, hes 18 and that means more freedom and more freedom means leaving.. but he cant leave me just yet, i need him. he may not know it but i do. i need him when im upset and need a good laugh, i need him to tell me its okay when im scared and calm me down when im mad. i need him to drive me places when i need to get my mind off things and i need him for advice when i dont know what to do. i know im just his little sister but i do miss him. things just wont be the same once he is gone. i love him so much and i just want him back in my life.
if you ever lay a hand on her again i WILL fucking hurt you. dont even bother texting calling or trying to hangout with her. your a little piece of shit and i hope you understand that your the biggest fucking ass hole i have ever met. i cant believe you would ever ever do that to my best friend. i was right about you the whole time, and so was everyone else. i hope you rot in hell.
(Source: abnormalchaoss, via abnormalchaoss)